Just thoughts on last week
The events of last week are already blurring; drugs, pain and an inability to process all the stimuli contributing I am sure. In the emergency room: kept asking where it hurt. What I told them wasn't the 'right' answer. It wasn't where you have pain in a heart attack OR gallbladder attack. But I am sorry, I was feeling it where I have always felt that pain, on my far left under the rib cage, but not UP under it. They kept telling me that I was baffling them. Blood pressure: when I went in, was some ridiculous number like 217/134. They gave me nitro to open the arteries; both for a heart attack and stroke. They must have also given me massive does of blood pressure lowering meds as the days following it was never above 100. I think on Wednesday night it was 80/50. Asked if I had reactions to meds, said no. Made me drink a bottle and whatever else I could get down out of some kind of fluid. Nasty. Took me down for a cat scan @ 9:00pm Tuesday went alright, all the normal feelings associated with one. Came back to ER and immediately started having an asthma attack. Asked for albuterol twice. Answer: the Doctor has to order it. Then came a "treatment." Had forgot how scary it is to feel your lungs filling up with fluid, each breath becoming more labored. After that was under control they took me up to a room, single thank God. The night was still full of interruptions but I didn't mind them. I hope I was a good patient. Even when they asked if I had to go to the toilet and I said no. Then I thought about how long it would take to unplug me and she was here now, I said I would try. Couldn't believe how much was there, but 'didn't have to go.'
Got back from the surgeons a little while ago. He took out the drain which was an experience in itself. But the pain only lasted a few seconds but whew! Asked what my white count had been. when I went in it was 11,000 and started me on antibiotics right away. Later it was 13,000 which even I noticed as drugged as I was that it had gone UP. He told me it had gotten to 17,000 which is when he knew I would have a date with him soon. Asked him how big a gallbladder is and how big mine was. A normal gallbladder is thumb sized, mine was as big as the palm of his hand. So the pictures we have of it are about life sized. Amazing! Thank the Lord for good hospitals and the great people who staff them.















